Not once have I uttered any insults about you, not behind your back and not to your face. I don’t slander your appearance. So why is it that you’re so quick to do it to me? What I don’t get is why you do not have the decency to at least take a look at yourself before you go pointing out other people’s physical flaws.

This was before I went to see The Avengers with my uncle Ae, his girlfriend, Christina, and my little brother. They came from PA to visit and they took us out, since they didn’t get to come up to NY for my birthday or my brother’s. I’ve missed them. They’re always so fun to hang out with. After the movie, which ended at midnight, we got ice cream and then headed back to my house and we just talked until like 4AM. Now I’m finally awake and it’s like 1:40PM.

You act like such a little girl for a guy your age. That’s a shame.

Just because I blog, I’m accused of having no life. Just because I go on the internet, my life is supposedly the internet. Just because I don’t have a job, I’m accused of going no where in life. Just because I like to vent online, I’m accused of only being brave enough to talk via internet but not in person. Just because I say what I feel, I’m accused of being rude. Anything I do or say is never okay because there will always be people there to give me their input by ridiculing every single thing that I do, no matter how much I try to mind my own business.

I always let people back into my life after they’ve treated me as if I wasn’t worthy of their respect. People walk out of my life without reasonable explanation, but I always try so hard to find the good in them and accept them back into my life. I don’t like to think that people do things intentionally to hurt me, but I know they do. Sometimes, I think to myself, “Maybe they just did it out of anger… they don’t mean it,” but that’s not always the case. I guess I like to forgive people because I don’t like the idea of not ever having them in my life. It’s stupid and naive, but it’s something I do and I know I need to learn not to. I’ve learned the hard way plenty of times, but I don’t know when I’ll learn. Everyone deserves a second chance, in my opinion, to redeem themselves or whatever it is, but I don’t think anyone deserves a 10th.

What I don’t get is why people who are far from perfect feel the obsessive need to ridicule other people. If you’re so great, then why are you sitting on your ass harassing other people? Does it make you feel better about yourself knowing that you can throw out a few insults to someone who is far better than you’ll ever be? It won’t get you far, and it makes you look extremely pitiful. Hate to break it to you, but no matter how much you try to bring someone down, you’re only making yourself look bad while you’re doing it. You’re making people look down on you, not the other person. You’re hurting yourself and you don’t even realize it.

That’s pathetic.

Yayyy for lace. I love lace.

New clear case. It makes the monogram on my phone look better. :3 One can never have too many phone cases.

A few things I picked up from Sephora. I’m excited to try the gel liner. Never used it before.

My HK case came in the mail and I’m most excited to show my baby cousin… Who’s a boy. LOL :3 I miss that kid.

They just deserve to be taken. Their minds are so beautiful. Their love lives would be captivating.

I need you desperately. Going shopping tomorrow and I’m about to go ham.

And I’m not exaggerating.

Your grades shouldn’t define who you are as a person. They’re just a measure of your effort in school. If you’re disappointed in yourself, then just work as hard as you can to make that feeling go away. Raise your grades any way you can. Hand in every assignment, put some time into your work, and study lots before exams. Don’t wait to cram everything the night before. Allocate your time wisely and just stay calm. Try not to stress out and you’ll do amazing!